I am not sure why I feel this, or even if this is a correct feeling. I
will need to invest much time into this but:
How is it that I am considered the creepy one or the strange one because I
am not seeking sexual relationships with females?
Life was so much easier when I was married. Women never expected that
I was hitting on them they just took a compliment. Women knew I was
married and never hit on me. People didn't question agenda; I could
simply be.
Now that I am divorced. I can not talk with women over 35 without them
trying to make it into a relationship. If I talk with a woman under 25 I
am a pervert and a pedophile.
The only thing that saves me is that I can talk with males no matter their
age and no one accuses me of homosexuality.
It seems like it wasn't too long ago when I was getting teased because I
chose to be in an intimate relationship with a girl but decided to hold off sex
until marriage. Now it didn't work but I did marry her; however isn't it
more strange that people judge me worse for not liking to make physical contact
and not liking deep French kissing and by holding off sex in a relationship
that if I simply were to have one night stands.
well I am almost late for work .. I will have to finish this thought later.
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